Friday, February 11, 2011
Not sure what to say.
One step forward and two steps back. That's how it feels these days. Things get good, then they get bad. Her spirits are lifted, and then she is shot down again. Her thoughts and feelings are all in a jumbled mess and she's not sure what to say. She just wishes that she could drop into nothingness and stay there for a long time. What is life worth if you don't even want to get out of your bed in the morning? What can you do to be happy? Every idea she comes up with just doesn't seem to be the answer. She's not sure of anything right now.